Expectations for 2020

We’ve beaten the dates of a lot of post apocalyptic science fiction movies! We still don’t have flying cars, but we have made progress. This is what I expect from 2020! I just quit my second job. In January or February I’m buying a Panasonic GH5 with a 100-300 mm lens and I couldn’t be…

Fun and Cheer aren’t an Obligation, it’s a way of Life!

First off, Merry Christmas and happy holidays… I’ve been blown off by friends this Christmas as usual. Christmas is a big deal for me. I really like giving gag gifts or sentimental gifts. Its not necessarily about the gifts though. Seeing people smile and eat so much they almost pop. Catching up and telling stories…

Seeking Optimism in Sorrow

I have little time to write anymore. The passion is there, but my time is short. I have half a day on Monday to write. I’ve really enjoyed our one sided conversations. This website has helped me in more ways then one. I shall return in bursts throughout December, but bills must be paid and…

Work of passion.

I’m starting to realize that if you aren’t happy where you are. No amount of money can substitute for what puts a smile on your face. I’ve been accumulating things on my amazon list for years. Thinking, “One day I’m going to have the money to buy that.” All I do is work, so with…

Between an Optimist and Pessimist Lies the Realist

I think the most healthy outlook is neither optimism nor pessimism. Because in real world scenarios an optimistic person’s will power is that of a tank. People can chuck rocks, and shoot at it all they want it just keeps on rolling. Until of course reality strikes and one of the tracks go out. Then…