Expectations for 2020

We’ve beaten the dates of a lot of post apocalyptic science fiction movies! We still don’t have flying cars, but we have made progress. This is what I expect from 2020! I just quit my second job. In January or February I’m buying a Panasonic GH5 with a 100-300 mm lens and I couldn’t be…

Seeking Optimism in Sorrow

I have little time to write anymore. The passion is there, but my time is short. I have half a day on Monday to write. I’ve really enjoyed our one sided conversations. This website has helped me in more ways then one. I shall return in bursts throughout December, but bills must be paid and…

Between an Optimist and Pessimist Lies the Realist

I think the most healthy outlook is neither optimism nor pessimism. Because in real world scenarios an optimistic person’s will power is that of a tank. People can chuck rocks, and shoot at it all they want it just keeps on rolling. Until of course reality strikes and one of the tracks go out. Then…

Desires as a Child vs. Desires as an Adult

When I was a child I had a lot of naive fantasies. My expectations now are more grounded and less ego centric. As a kid you don’t have the life experience to put yourself in someone else’s shoes. Then: “Man, how cool would it be if someone saw my struggles and handed me the keys…

There’s meaning in everything we do. (Pay attention)

Religious people would say kids smoked pot because the devil was speaking through rock music. Adding to the rebellion, some smartass kid took the record and spun it backwards. When there was a palindrome the mom started hyperventilating and called all the other moms and they started a petition. Banning records because Rock n’ Roll…